Sweet N' Sour Moo-Shu

So have you ever had a really great day, i'm saying best of the best, the kinds of days where you feel like absolutely nothing can get you down. I have them quite often, but more often than not those days simply don't end as they started.

For whatever reason, or no reason at all most times, my mood completely 360's and turns for the worst. The "Sweet to Sour in 60seconds" Syndrome. It's such a frustrating place to be, especially the better your day was, it's almost like a little person in your head clicks a switch and bam your day is in the gutter.

The worst part about it is once the mood hits the gutter, getting it out of the rut is near impossible and it shows, physically... it eats away, emotionally. I find that with myself it causes me to withdraw from those around me, and those who I don't withdraw from feel the nasty end of the stick, which usually ends up in some form of negative altercation. So as I mentioned to avoid negative altercations I just shut down, I don't speak, I don't interact what so ever, which of course has its own negative connotations, in terms of people around me.

At this point you may be wondering the point of this post, and even why I decided to randomly divulge all of this "personal" information about myself and my moods... well its because tonight I found myself in this very same position, i had a great day and then suddenly it all went to shit and I felt my spirit sinking, but all of that changed just as quickly as it had originally.

With one sweet smile, the same smile that later brought me cookies and cuticle oil. For this, for her I am most grateful for today.